Well…I was planning on listening to the doctor I saw on Wednesday and stay home and rest but I’m now sick at home with a sick toddler. I’ve missed enough work days now that it’s becoming financially very tight. Like rice and beans and overdraft.
Without you I’d be (more) fried. So here is my big fat cock because that is why you are here. It’s weird to think that if I was doing my PhD and DIDN’T have a huge penis, I would basically not be able to afford it. Literally paying for my education with my fat cock. Quite a concept!
I was home sick today again. This virus (confirmed not to be bacterial) is just not changing. So what did I do when I was alone? I got high and pushed my penis to its limit again. But you need to relax between sessions. I personally love that state. I mean look at the size of my fat cock.
Good morning. Still sick, still horny, but I’m at work, and I am not doing great at thinking about science. I’m a little distracted by my own size. It’s such a rush to go into the bathroom, take it out, let it swell up and then just push it and push it and push it until it’s just a giant rigid broad….just erect, engorged, solid piece of flesh.
One thing I love about having a huge penis is knowing that no matter what, it’s nearly impossible not to hypersexualise it, even when it’s not serving any sexual purpose. Just standing there, just bulging non-chalantly, walking across the showers. At a certain size, a penis big enough is just a black hole of attention. It’s somehow hard wired that when we see exaggerated, abnormal or obscene sexual characteristics, whether it be a giant hip to waist ratio, gigantomastia, enormous lips, oversized penises, bursting tops, everyone’s mind automatically thinks sexually. We cannot decouple the organ and the sexuality of the overexpressed sexual characteristics. I guess it’s just nature.
I haven’t been able to think of anything else for the entire week. That’s one thing they don’t tell you about having a massive penis. It is addictive. It really is. Just like all day long. I just want to push my penis size to its limit by getting as hard as I can for as long as I can. I’m just a regular looking dude but my cock honestly looks like it’s hitting the gym 6-7x a week. It’s so beefy.
I ordered a bigger and heavier cock ring but I have a feeling it will be too small for my cock and I will have to use it on my balls. I don’t mind because the feeling of pulling is really nice.
Someone reported my penis as a deep fake. Hilarious! And annoying. Nothing new though, some people get jealous or simply reject reality when faced with accepting my size.
So I was sick at home for three days and turns out if I spend all day long hard, three days in a row, I get to a size I’ve not reached before. Look at the sheer mass. Girth, length, bulbous, veinous, menacing. Hypersexual.
My tolerance break failed miserably (3-4 days) and then I got high and really fucking horny. So I recorded a little something for you degenerates. Literally sending me your hard earned (I assume, in this economy) money just because you can’t help yourselves. You HAVE to see it :) well here it is, my big fat hypererect mega cock. If you want to turn me on, just tell me what you see, what you feel, what you want and what you think. That is the key to my cock.
Sickness BE GONE! I think this is the third week that I’m under the weather? Don’t remember feeling this bad for this long in recent years. All three of us have been exchanging various slimes. Also, I’m on a tolerance break now because I was consuming more than I can afford. So that means internally I’m constantly raging at every slight inconvenience. Who knew that without grass, every negative part of my autism just gets worse? Oh wait I did. So now I’m irritable, I can’t fall asleep (the absolute bane of my existence) and I’m having weird nightmares. I’ve had some alone time but I was in such a rotten mood that I couldn’t really enjoy myself or my huge cock. BUT I’m rediscovering cock rings and it’s exciting. Maybe I should try to buy one that doesn’t completely strangle me and that I can wear out and about to see how I like it. I have two of them, metal ones, one too small for my cock but fits nicely on my balls, and the bigger one does fit around the base of my cock but it’s extremely tight and I can’t take it off very easily which is kind of scary. If you have any (cheap-ish) recommendations I’d like to hear them!
I’m dreaming of the time when I’m back to full steam and full grass. Until then I’ll be absolutely (insert verb) people in my mind for the most minor of infractions to whatever rules I’ve decided were absolute. Walk slowly? Hum? Smell too strongly of perfume? Ask me to do anything? Try to cuddle me at night? Absolutely no mercy.
God I can’t wait for Friday to get high. And fall asleep without waging an crusade against the world in my mind. I was THIS close to giving up yesterday after a full hour of silent raging at my own restlessness. How dare the woman who loves me try to touch me?!
I’d love to channel this internal senseless rage into something more productive. Maybe I just need head. That usually solves 90% of my problems. I am absolutely backed up. Too much cum, not enough grass or sleep makes Leo a sad boy.
