Well, I officially can no longer edit any videos on my laptop - it only successfully turns on 1 in every 3 attempts, and when it does, it turns itself off when I try and load any video or open any software to edit with š¢
People keep saying things like āiāll buy you a new laptop!ā But nobody ever actually does lol.
At the current rate of āevery price everywhere constantly increasingā, I probably wonāt be able to afford a new one for a good few years assuming the price of laptops doesnāt also keep going up (which is really depressing because it means I wonāt be able to post any long videos I film in future because I wonāt be able to edit them until I have a device that actually works).
I donāt want to change my prices here - and as far as I can remember, my page has been the *same price* since starting in *2019* - but I might have to think about it in future if I continue to be completely unable to get a new laptop (for context, the *cheapest* one that hits my requirements is Ā£700 new and Ā£550 on sale at currys, and I usually have around Ā£10 left over each month after rent/bills/groceries despite buying the cheapest options for everything I can).
Sorry for the complainy post, Iām just really upset and like every electronic device I own is breaking at the same time and I canāt afford to replace any of them, and if they all fully break then I wonāt have any way of making money at all and itās very stressful and Iāve spent much of the past few days crying about it āļø
to try and make up for how inactive Iāve been this past week or so, Iām gonna be spending my Saturday evening chatting and sexting with some of you lovely horny lil pervs š
just message me to get started, Iāll be here all evening unless some Saturday night plans walk through my front door lol x
Sorry for the lack of squat videos this week - I strained my neck committing too hard to deepthroating a dick šµāš« so Iāve been resting a lot so far this week. I thought youād appreciate my cute pink outfit for going out tonight though š„¹ (tell me Iām cute pls)
Day 8 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos! I did 45 today š„° are you proud of me? - there may also be a cheeky bonus video coming at some point this afternoon (because I was so horny by the time I finished todayās set š)
Remember to pls leave some words of encouragement, requests for what I wear next time, or general compliments in the comments please š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ (also tips, I love tips and they help me buy myself nice thingsš)
I was supposed to be doing some filming with someone today, but the huge booking I had for tonight (Ā£1000) just cancelled and itās put me in a huge funk and I simply donāt feel motivated or even sexy enough at all to do anything today :((
Normal service will resume tomorrow probably - Iāll also be getting back to your messages tomorrow as well
Hereās a couple of pictures from last time I got cancelled on last minute lol, at least today I hadnāt yet started getting ready when he cancelled I guess?š
So my camera remote broke, which means I have this weird video of me posing for different āphotosā in the set (I had to film and take screenshots because the remoteās broken n that lol), I thought youād appreciate the weird goofiness nonetheless x
Day 7 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos! I did 40 today because I had like 9 days off š (you need to bully me into doing them if itās been a couple of days pls or Iāll lose motivation lol)
I got a little distracted halfway through, took my panties off, and then got myself hard š¤ but Iām sure you donāt mind that right? I seem to remember a few of you asking me to get hard during these videos hehe šš
(part 2) Can you tell I loved feeling his cock grow bigger and bigger in my mouth? š¤ I so hope he fucks me with it next time I see him, I was so desperate for a deep, hard, fuck by the time we finished filming š„µ
Iām wayyyy too tired for squats today after last nightās date so Iām gonna write a little about the date because Iām sure some of you will enjoy it, so read on if you enjoy a bit of smut š I hope this makes up for the lack of a video today lol, let me know what you think - Iāve not written anything properly for years.
I arrived around 5:30, I was wearing this dress with red lingerie from photo 3 underneath, with some cute nude heels. My date was a very well spoken man in his early 50s - exactly my type š¤
When I arrived, he uncorked a bottle of red wine, put some jazz on a speaker, and we sat and flirted and got to know each other, all the while his hand was gradually creeping up and down my thigh. Eventually, after our second glass and laughing at a joke I canāt remember, he made a move and kissed me - deeply.
We kissed for a few minutes, I felt his hand wandering under my dress - only stopping at the top of my stockings. He pulled away from the kiss and asked me if Iād like to remove my dress, so I told him āof course, but youāll have to unzip it for meā (why *are* dress zips always so unreachable?). As he unzipped me, he kissed my neck, inhaling deeply and taking in my perfume.
I allowed my dress to fall to the floor and slowly stepped forward out of it, away from him to give him a better view of the gift he had so carefully unwrapped. I would be lying if I said the feeling of his eyes on me as I slowly walked around the room didnāt thrill me. I asked if we should move to the bedroom, he declined - instead choosing to open the second bottle of wine and pouring us another glass.
Before long, my glass of wine sat forgotten on a table. I had put it down in favour of straddling him on the sofa, grinding on his ever growing bulge as we kissed. When I pulled away from this kiss, with my suspender belt soaked in my own precum, he finally asked to move our night into the bedroom. I walked ahead of him, swaying my hips and trying to give him the best show I could. I can only assume the view was to his liking.
In the bedroom, he asked that I bend over the end of the bed and separate my legs. I was a little confused; after the pace of the earlier parts of the night, I wasnāt expecting to go straight to sex now. He moved my thong to the side and slowly pulled my plug out *(oh, I guess I forgot to mention I had been plugged since mid-afternoon)* but instead of a cock, I felt a tongue. Iām glad he couldnāt see my face because the grin that I wore in that moment was definitely less attractive and more Disney villain.
I started to lose myself in the moment, moaning as his tongue and fingers explored me. I moaned louder and louder as he went deeper and deeper. I tried to find a moment to beg for his cock but the words wouldnāt come out. Thankfully, he seemed to realise what I wanted. I heard his fly open, I heard his trousers fall to the floor. He leant over, his body entirely on top of mine, and whispered in my ear, āYou have no idea how long Iāve wanted to do thisā. I shuddered with anticipation and I felt him slide inside me, effortlessly - he must have done a good job relaxing me with his tongue and fingers because I could definitely feel that it was a size I would usually struggle with initially.
We started slow - long and sensual movements, placing me in absolute ecstasy. I felt him speed up, I felt him slow down, I felt every inch of him. We got on the bed and did it with me on all fours. We turned over and I rode him. We turned again and did it with me on my back with him over me so we could kiss. *It might seem boring of me, but I love missionary, I love the intimacy and the passion, I love looking a man in the eyes as he starts to lose control and give in to his need to cum.* I could feel him getting close, he pulled out, removed the condom, and finished on my face, a truly huge load - a full 3 hours of build up since I arrived. Howās that for a nighttime skincare routine? Surely they call it a facial for a reason.
We cleaned up and returned to the living room to finish our wine, chatting as we were when I first arrived, he expressed his desire to see me again next time he has business in my city, and I said Iād love to.
Day 6 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos! I really need to get better at keeping count because I thought Iād done 35 but I actually did like 41 š
I think the fact I managed over 40 without realising it means Iām getting better though šŖāŗļø thank you for your support guys ā¤ļø
(Also big thank you to Troy for buying me this skirt from my Amazon wishlist, I decided to wear it for todayās video because itās still too cold outside to wear skirts at the moment šš)
Day 5 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos, 40 squats is feeling a lot less of a struggle now Iāve been at this for a few days/a week idk I canāt remember what day I actually started on lol
What to wear next time? Iāve had a couple of messages saying I should do it in a skirt with no panties, and others saying to do it in some nice lingerie, what do you think?
I think Iāll experiment at some point and see if I can find a camera angle where I can squat onto a dildo so we can actually make sure Iām going low enough š¤
Day 4 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos, I managed to push myself to 40 today (despite saying 35 at the start of the video lol), and by popular request I did todayās set naked - except for the plug, which I thought you might enjoy āŗļø
got told (by the mods) that I donāt āclearly present femininelyā enough for the r/FemBoys subreddit today, so Iām posting these two of me from my Valentineās date with my partner to reassure myself that there is, in fact, no ambiguity about how āfemininelyā I present lol
Day 3 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos, had a day off yesterday and back at it today šŖ I managed 36 or 37 (depends if you count the first squat or not - it was a bit half arsed lol) I was aiming to do 35 or 40 so Iām saying mission accomplished. Also judging by my moans and grunts itās a good thing Iām exercising at home instead of at a gym š«£
As before, give me some words of encouragement, tips on how I can do better and suggestions for what I should wear for tomorrowās squats in the comments ā¤ļø
Hope you all enjoyed last nights post as well - Iāve been so horny today wishing there was another cock in my mouth lmao š¤
itās later in the day than I planned, but hereās another clip from the other day, two angles, hope you enjoy watching it as much as I enjoy sucking dick š„°
next post from this set is gonna be 8 minutes long - Iām just posting this short one while that one exports bc my laptop is slow asf āļøx
Day 2 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos! (Pls click to read the restš«¶)
Thank you so much for the advice after yesterdayās, today I went slower and lower and DEFINITELY felt the burn I wasnāt feeling yesterday š„µš„µ I also put the camera directly under me so you can imagine me squatting over your face š
(lol turns out I did 31 squats because I lost count at number 8 and thought Iād only done 7)
Let me know in the comments how I did, how I can improve, and what I should wear for my next one! (Also words of encouragement plsss to keep me at it šŖšŖ)
Gonna have a day off squatting tomorrow, so tomorrowās post will be more footage from my first duo shoot that you all seemed to love š¤
Day 1 of my āsquatting until I have a world class assā videos you all voted for, I did 30 squats today and my legs feel like jelly (to be fair I got railed to within an inch of my life last night so thatās partly to blame š„µ)
words of encouragement in the comments please to make sure I keep at it šŖ
Well the votes were unanimously in favour of squatting videos, first one is being uploaded later today, this is what I wore for it, do you like my panties?
youāve been asking for it for a while, I had a lot of fun this week š¤ so hereās some of my favourite screenshots for you to enjoy while I edit the clips (also Iām in awe at how good my eyeliner looks in the first one) (moment of silence for the 2 guys whose subscriptions expired this morning x)
